There “tends to” come a point in life, which makes your heart beat in head. The thing you knew will happen ‘someday’ is going to happen very next. And, while imagining all this the future board seems blank.
Well, I got hit with same kind of feelings these days.
My roommate has got better opportunity out of the town and she has to join immediately. And, this news was so immediate that it is still under processing only. I am actually getting episodes of heart sinking. And, I am sure so is with her.
We had an amazing time together. 9 months ! Even a child is born is this much span so did our affection.
To be frank, I was sad and yesterday when she quoted ‘sorry shruti, I am leaving you’ made me even more ! But, as the night passed. and I got busy with the morning schedules this was continuously getting played in my mind.
It was then, I asked myself – what is happening. Am I getting emotional – if that is so – let it be out. But, that was not at all happening. I was getting more confused. Then, I realized that “even though she is going, leaving the empty side of mine – but not my heart. It is soooooo full of memories, laugh, walks, ice creams, songs, birthdays, that there is really no space for emptiness to live !!!
It was this time, I gasped out, smiled and said – it is just going to be awesome for both of us !
She is having her- dream come true – and I am living mine plus I will be capturing over her bed, it has a better view !!! LOL
I wish best of the rest to her with loads of love and to all !!!
~~~~ XOXOXO ~~~~
We all come across such moments, do you too have ! Do share with us it will be a source of encouragement and love !